anita

so yeah anita got tagged too, well man, ok i met her like a month ago, met with her like on october first week, then played a few times, now she's like in my band or whatever. so she works at this kroger and her hours suck, she gets like 1 day off. and then calling her is a pain in the ass. she only wants me texting her. but then also with her texts she doesnt always get em, sometimes they get cut off, and she doesnt always respond, its fucking annoying

so yeah, and then there's the fact that in June 2009 she's gonna be in school and then i dunno if our band if we're in one will survive that or not. but its fucking crazy to think about. put all that work in and hten only to have it dissipate. but yeah i guess all we can do is give our all and then just move on hoping it helps us but i dunno man. i kinda wanna move to boston and not stay in this city and if she stays here then obviously i cant play music with her. but i mean we can stay in touch but i dunno, maybe it'd be fucking difficult to do so. but i mean also i can be myself around her.

so there's a shitload of aspects to this shit. but thats anita for ya i guess. she's been thorugh alot of shit though and she's pretty resilient.