beard

so i shaved the beard yesterday and man it looks terrible. ive gained weight and its not good. the weight shows and i dont look good. it was better with teh beard because theni didnt look overweight. but i do now and its no good. so im stuck with this look until i grow another beard again. im not sure if i want to, but it might be a good idea. anyway, so yeah, it looks bad, and its also to do with probablyt he water that im not drinking. but i think im acting kinda like a lump and its no good. so yeah i do needa work out. december sits before me and i should use it to be more physical not just with drums although theyre a good source but also swimming and other things jogging and rowing i should check out what the deal with rowing is and soccer too that would rock soccer out on the fields and stuff. but yeah. it should rock. there's ideas to do things. what else is there. well soccer, biking, yeah biking, and uh, rowing, and swimming, and what else, maybe trying to do some skating which would be cool. and maybe jogging too yeah. but yeah we'll see, anita wanted to do some of this shit so maybe ill do it with her.